Now mind you, I try to not be a totally negative person. Yes, I know there are people who have it so much worse. Yes, I know I *should* be thankful for all the positives that I do have.
The reality is that this disease sucks. It sucks the life, the energy, the optimism out of you.
Forgive me if I occasionally discuss some of the sadness I feel on days where I wake up feeling like I never slept.